To My Secret Admirer

Dear Secret Admirer:

I don't know who you are, but I can guess. It feels good to know that you (almost) do not want to forget me, yet you are not bold enough to contact me directly. You want to remain a mystery. You want to remain under cover. But the very fact that you know where to find me is my biggest clue. You closed your Xanga account, and now you cannot resist the temptation of posting comments as an outsider. You do whatever you want. You change your name, you change your gender, but I know who you are. And I really feel good that your shadow is still following me. I take it as a compliment.

I cannot ask you questions directly. Because this site is for public. But let me just ask you this: Is that caste problem still coming between you and "G" ? How is the Lieutenant? Are you still working at the same place? How many aliases do you have now? I can see a new one right here in Xanga. But I still prefer to call you "A" rather than "G" (certainly not "E").

By the way, I am going to retire effective July 1. Then I shall make many more Web sites. I have just published a new one day before yesterday. Why don't you take a look at it here. My birthday is approaching. It is in April. Why don't you send me a birthday card?

You can still e-mail me at the old address. That address is still good.

So long,

Shoban Sen
http://bestnetguru.com/